Recently, I got to say goodbye to my cat, Sally, one final time. Seeing her the way she she is and knowing that this was the best decision for me her. It still hurts to see her the way that she was in. I loved the cat all my life and losing her now, I have no idea what to do. I am constantly having panic attacks thinking about her and since she was the best way to deal with them, I just end up in a mental spiral. I want to thank my friends for their these past couple of days. They are some of the best friends I could ever have and they have helped a lot.